1. Chanting
2. My adorable dog
3. My career
4. Breathing
5. My sweater jacket
6. My car running well
7. Lunch hour
8. Sun
9. Trees
10. Wind
I'm having a lot of trouble coming up with things that I'm grateful for. I'm having some challenging things going on with my body and I feel like an alien and I'm scared. I feel hate for the world welling up in me and I know it's a reaction to me feeling so scared. I've been doing all the things to distract myself and disconnect: watching TV, playing video games, eating. I'm so tired of going through things all by myself. I have no partner, never had a long relationship. I have lots of loving, caring friends and somehow that seems like it is different from the committment of a partner. I know I will find my way through this and come out on the other side.
Love and Light.
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