Monday, July 15, 2013

7-15-13 grateful for today

1.  My adorable dog
2.  My car running well
3.  Creativity and talent
4.  Breathing
5.  . . . . .

I can't write this list today.  I'm feeling like I'm just too stupid and broken and worthless to be on this planet.  I'm angry, I'm very angry at myself today.  I've screwed up my life.  I've screwed up every opportunity to make my life better, to make it where I didn't struggle all the time.  Some struggle is a part of life, and I see other people get a break.  I'm not giving myself a break.  I go and go and go till I break, again.  I know how to be broken.  I have not learned yet how to be healed.  Love and Light.

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