6-25-14 grateful for today

1. My adorable dog
2. Honesty and Integrity
3. My car running well
4. My new job
5. Friends and Family
6. Unconditional Love
7. Choices and responsibility
8. The Light
9. Trees
10. Being of service

I like my new job very much.  There is a good energy with the people there and an openness and honesty.  I feel I bring expertise in computer applications that they need right now.  I feel there is growth with this company.  I am grateful for the time I had off between jobs.  This feels like I fit well.  Love and Light.

6-23-14 grateful for today

1.  My adorable dog
2.  My car running well
3.  Starting a new job today with wonderful people
4.  The Light in everything
5.  Trees
6.  Beautiful day
7.  Sleeping well
8.  Choices and responsibility
9.  Unconditional Love
10.  Being of service.

I start a new job today.  I am excited as I am working with wonderful people.  I need to keep myself grounded to the earth and centered and open.  I am safe and relaxed.  This is exactly where I need to be.  I am looking forward to stability and also being of service and bringing my talents to this company and to these people.  I am shining my Light to grow with the company and it is my intention to enjoy working with these people in a long-lasting relationship to my retirement.  This is part of my balance.  This stable job and routine with loving respectful people.  And my sacred home-life pursuing my variety of interests.  Love and Light.

6-17-14 grateful for today

1.  My adorable dog
2.  Beautiful day
3.  Trees and hills and mountains
4.  Unconditional Love
5.  The Light
6.  Friends and Family
7.  Drumming
8.  Music
9.  Silence
10.  Sleeping

Love and Light to everybody.  I had a good interview today.  I really liked the person I interviewed with and loved that he had a vision of the culture of his company.  Not just what he wanted to get done, but that culture of respect and integrity and caring.  It doesn't matter what I'm doing, it matters who the people I'm working with are and the values that they have.  Love and Light.

6-16-14 grateful for today

1.  My adorable dog.
2.  My car running well
3.  Sleeping
4.  Choices and responsibility
5.  Music
6.  Writing, pens, paper, crayons
7.  Unconditional Love
8.  The Light
9.  Trees
10.  Parks and camping

I almost had an interview this morning.  I had the appointment set up with the temp agency recruiter since last week.  I found the office (it was hard to find tucked back behind a building with no sign on the door) with still time to spare and waited. . . and waited . . . and waited.  The door was locked and no sign of anybody in the office.  I waited.  I called the recruiter and found out she set the appointment and never got a confirmation back from the office.  They didn't know I was coming that day.  My interview is now tomorrow.  I tried to stay calm, to stay grounded and in my heart.  Nervousness and fear kept coming up for me.  Now, I'm tired.  I'm having trouble keeping my eyes open.  Love and Light.

6-14-14 grateful for today

1.  My adorable dog
2.  Beautiful day
3.  Quaker Meeting
4.  Unconditional Love
5.  My car running well
6.  My apartment
7.  Abundance
8.  The Light
9.  Music
10.  Sleeping

Am I my authentic self?  I was pondering a time in my past where I felt my most authentic self.  There was a time in my life where I was laid off of my job and I had enough money where I didn't need to get another job for 2 years.  I loved that time in my life.  I camped all the way to Denver.  I wrote a book.  I loved it.  Was that me being authentic?  Did my authenticity come out because I didn't have that "society created" need to get a job to pay bills?  Bills that are created by the society we live in?  Or was a I just having a good time?  Now is the present and I'm wondering what is my authentic self?  Being of service?  Living off the grid?  Writing?  Camping?  From this post it looks like I'm full of questions about myself.  Know thyself.  Love and Light.

6-13-14 grateful for today

1.  My adorable dog
2.  My car running well
3.  Setting up an interview for Monday
4.  The Sun and Trees (especially Oaks)
5.  Full Moon tonight
6.  To be of service
7.  Family and Friends
8.  Unconditional Love
9.  Choices and responsibility
10.  The Light

I'm working on getting myself into a routine.  Something where I touch on every category that is important to me every day.  My categories are Sacred Space, My Dog, Personal Growth, Be of Service to Others, Self Care, Friends and Family, My Creative Projects, and Physical Exercise.  I have other categories that are important because they are necessities.  These are here (I believe) just because of the society and culture that I live in and not necessarily things I would have on my list by my choice:  Material World (this is stuff like shopping, filing taxes, banking), and Job (currently I'm looking for a job.  I look at this now and see that these categories that aren't so important to me emotionally, but are needs, are all about money.  Money and money transactions are not important to me and are necessary to survive in our culture.  I believe I have my priorities in a healthy order.  Love and Light.

6-9-14 grateful for today

1.  My adorable dog
2.  Chanting
3.  Music
4.  Choices and responsibility
5.  My car running well
6.  Endless possibilities in every moment
7.  Guidance
8.  A good book
9.  Creativity
10.  The Light.

I applied for a few more jobs today.  Not sure what is going to unfold in my life.  I trust in the flow of life.  I need to be in it, engaged in my life for it to flow.  I need to be fully open.  I realized how I had put a wall around my heart and that collapsed all my energies close in to me.  That is too much pressure, weight of all my energy being so close.  I need to open and spread my energies and my life will become lighter.  Love and Light.