6-19-12 grateful for today

1.  My adorable dog
2.  Mental Health counseling
3.  All my emotions flowing
4.  The sun, clouds, rain
5.  Breathing
6.  Creativity and ability
7.  Friends and support
8.  The earth
9.  Dreams
10.  Unconditional Love and Light

I don't want to write this today.  I want to skip a day.  Skip a day of living and just watch movies and play video games.  Stick myself into complete illusion and not know anything of what I'm feeling or doing today.  I've been doing that for some period of time every day.  The time per day is growing.  Which means I am receding away from living.  Resistance of life.  I have a session today with my therapist.  I'm working on it.  Love and Light.