11/28/10 grateful for today

1. My adorable dog
2. completing my movie
3. rain
4. water
5. Sharpie pens
6. My glasses
7. My creativity
8. Helping my friend
9. My fan
10. Trees

I had a very hard time coming up with ten things tonight. I'm not connected to love tonight. I find myself wanting my friends to call me. To lean on me. To talk to me. I'm usually the caller. I was the callee for one friend that I reconnected with. I hadn't talked to her in a long long time. It was nice to be able to talk to her and help her with some creative ideas. I usually make myself feel sad by telling myself the story that my friends only call when they want something from me. And I used to make that mean something bad. I'm okay that they want something from me. I'm willing and want to share my creative abilities with them. I want something when I call them. I want their attention and listening.