11/29/10 grateful for today

1. Breath
2. Meditation
3. My car running well
4. My adorable dog
5. Human connection
6. Aware of endless possibilities
7. My feelings
8. Co-workers who love and respect me
9. Unconditional love
10. Music

Another 10 things that was hard to come up with. Some of those things I want to be grateful of. Some that I have been grateful for in the past and have lost my gratitude for. I feel like my end is very near. I have a big weekend coming up and if I am willing and open, a huge change or transformation will happen for me. I seem to equate that with death a lot. A feeling of being ripped apart and of being no more.

11/28/10 grateful for today

1. My adorable dog
2. completing my movie
3. rain
4. water
5. Sharpie pens
6. My glasses
7. My creativity
8. Helping my friend
9. My fan
10. Trees

I had a very hard time coming up with ten things tonight. I'm not connected to love tonight. I find myself wanting my friends to call me. To lean on me. To talk to me. I'm usually the caller. I was the callee for one friend that I reconnected with. I hadn't talked to her in a long long time. It was nice to be able to talk to her and help her with some creative ideas. I usually make myself feel sad by telling myself the story that my friends only call when they want something from me. And I used to make that mean something bad. I'm okay that they want something from me. I'm willing and want to share my creative abilities with them. I want something when I call them. I want their attention and listening.

11/15/10 grateful for today

11/15/10 grateful for today

1. water
2. hot cocoa and tea
3. dreams
4. connection with friends, all people
5. being in the flow of love
6. breathing
7. taking steps
8. infinite possibilities
9. creativity
10. strength